There is a definite shift in the air chaps. This "brain switched to off" malarkey has come up trumps. For the last week I've made a conscious decision to focus on all the good things in my life, of which I am pleased to say there are plenty. And, in the way a compulsive list maker does, here are some of the said wonderful things that make me realise what a lucky, lucky girl I really am.
- I have a gorgeous, healthy family.
- I have some of the best friends a girl could wish for.
- I have a job I enjoy, for a firm that I love, and with colleagues I care about.
- I am financially secure (at least, as much as anyone with a compulsive shoe habit and a weakness for after work cocktails in London will ever be).
- I have known true and passionate love.
- I know that come what may I am the mistress of my own destiny. If I'm miserable, its because I am putting my focus in the wrong places. If I am happy its because I am accepting of myself, my flaws and my failings and allowing myself to just be.
- I have lovely shoes.
- I can see light at the end of the tunnel.
On top of that I have been putting a little more energy into the online dating effort. Probably not as much as I should, and I'm still feeling pretty half hearted about it if I'm honest, but I'm doing my best to be positive and open to possibilities, and there's some fun banter going on. And I have now agreed to meet the sexy Spaniard later this week, which I suppose is a step in the right direction... I'll keep you posted.
EB xx
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